SINGLE MUM OF 3...

So last february I separated from my husband, it was a mutual separation and, to the eyes of people, a weird one, because we still live under the same roof but on different floors, each has their separate bedroom and bathroom and we share the common rooms of the house, like flatmates or brother and sister. We still love each other but of that friendship love that does not lead to anything sexual, no more physical attraction is involved and safe from some bad days each of us has, no more arguments. He has a girlfriend and I am looking for...a boyfriend? I am not sure at the moment. Being a single mum of 3 I would love to have true love, a relationship and a fairytale but it's not that easy, most men are scared in normal circumstances...and these are far from it. So I tried Friends with Benefits as one night stands are not at all my cup of tea, but I end up having none of it. Men chicken out, stand me up or, like the last two, pretend we are going to be something and then change their mind. So here I am, waiting on the Gods' will to find me a mate of some sort, someone to spend my time and affection with. I know some day I will no longer be alone, in the meantime I can always dream.